I feel like I have waited forever. Motherhood is not exactly everything I was expecting. I love this little guy more than life itself, but I never imagined how hard this was going to be. I hate being up in the wee hours of the morning and having a screaming child that has been fed, changed, burped, rocked, and all sorts of other things and still not know how to console him. I feel like a bad mom for feeling like I already need a break. I should be greatful and know how blessed I am to have a child. I just feel a little overwhelmed. I have no idea how I am going to be able to keep things up when I go back to work. I really hope he gets into a routine before then.
Here are some of my favorite pictures that we have taken so far of our little man:
